Experiences shared by guests

Last Saturday, my partner and I spent another lovely afternoon with you. On our first visit, I had felt too nervous to receive the massage myself, so we massaged my partner together. That was already special for both of us.

This time, I felt ready to receive. Being touched so lovingly by you and my partner was wonderful. It was the first time I'd received this kind of touch from a woman, and I surprised myself with how natural it felt. Your respectful approach made the experience feel safe and warm. I was even moved to tears.

Thank you, Deborah. It was a beautiful gift for both of us. My partner said, “I thought I was already an experienced lover, but I learned plenty of new things.”

Anonymous

Hello Deborah,

Ralph and I really enjoyed the workshop. Afterwards, I felt my body relaxing more and more. It was such a blessing. Things feel good between us too, even though we still have plenty to practise. It was lovely to come together.

Please keep me in mind if you organise anything at De Schans, or if you ever need an assistant.

We'll return in a few weeks to finish the yoni workshop. We'd also like to do the couples' massage workshop before moving to Nijmegen. It feels right for both of us.

Warm wishes.

Name not provided

Namaste, Deborah,

Angelique and I wanted to thank you again for our lovely evening receiving the couples' tantric massage. We'll certainly be back.

It took a little getting used to, and sometimes we weren't sure whether we were meant to touch you during the session. Overall, though, it was a very pleasant experience.

Thank you again,

Mario and Angelique

Hi Deborah,

Thank you for this morning's wonderful massage and the love you shared. My mind and body feel beautifully relaxed. Thank you, too, for your suggestions for working with my body's energy.

Anonymous

Hi Deborah,

Thank you for today's caring, unconditional connection. It feels as though you've helped me take a significant step forward. I still need time to let it settle, but the direction I want to explore is becoming clearer.

Warm wishes,

Christian

Hi Deborah,

Thank you for a wonderful new experience. I felt a little awkward at first, I don't stand naked in front of a beautiful woman every day!

I hadn't expected it to feel so intense. I needed several hours at home to feel fully settled again. I'd like to continue exploring this, so I expect we'll meet again.

Best wishes,

Maurice

Hi Deborah,

Thank you again for the warmth and loving touch we received on Friday. We look back on our time with you with great pleasure and look forward to another visit.

We appreciate your openness and your suggestions, including the yoni egg. We said to each other how lovely it would be to have someone as warm and open-minded in our circle of friends, with whom we could share this experience.

With love, and until next time,

Marco and Wilma

Thank you again for a wonderful experience.

Best wishes,

Linda and Paul

Dear Deborah,

Thank you for your email. It touched me. Given the circumstances, I'm doing well. You helped me find a clear direction, which I can still feel in my body.

The familiar habit of tightening in response to pain is returning, but I can also remember the way your touch reached me. “Adem uit” by Wende Snijders captures something of it, as does a chorus by Liesbeth List and Frank Boeijen about loving this body. You can find them on YouTube.

I don't doubt what I experienced in your energy work. The difficulty lies more in my own need for control. I'm reading the book and working with it. I'll buy a copy for myself and return yours.

I'm sure we'll meet again. Until then, all the best.

Namaste,

Jean

Dear Deborah,

I'm already looking forward to my next visit. Your massages are unique, and your way of teaching is positive and reassuring.

I'm still deciding whether I'd like to receive another massage, practise giving one, or combine the two. Even last time's shorter massage did me a great deal of good. I felt more balanced and experienced less of the discomfort I'd been carrying, right up until last weekend. Thank you.

Thank you also for the link about the medicine. Have a lovely week and weekend. See you soon!

With love,

XX

Deborah,

Thank you for Friday morning's wonderful session. I remember it with pleasure, and it still gives me energy.

The trust between us, and hearing a little more about you, helped our connection. Afterwards, I wondered whether I should have shown more interest in you and your circumstances. If so, please feel free to tell me.

Thank you again, including for the practical massage tips.

A big hug,

Jeroen

Hi Deborah,

Thank you for our first session and such a special experience. I'd been feeling quite confused about myself, including what I wanted from this.

There were quite a few exercises to remember. Some stayed with me and others didn't, but I trust that what matters to me will remain.

Warm wishes.

Name not provided

Dear Deborah,

Thank you for such a lovely welcome. I still feel wonderful and full of wonder. You've given me a beautiful gift.

Love,

Claudia

Dear Deborah,

I've been meaning to write sooner to thank you for our wonderful session. I felt relaxed and welcome, as though we'd known each other for years.

The massage was lovely. We talked easily, and you gave me useful advice about giving a massage. It was more than I'd expected.

Without exaggeration, you touched me in a way no woman ever has before. I experienced pleasure I'd never known. I'm grateful for the whole experience and would love to return.

With love,

Remco

Dear Deborah,

Thank you again for a wonderful tantra session. I'm still enjoying the feeling afterwards. I'd certainly like to repeat it.

Warm wishes,

Luc

I arrived home safely this afternoon and wanted to thank you for those two special hours. Your skill and willingness to share it made them a wonderful experience.

Warm wishes,

Ben

Hi Deborah,

Thank you for your kind, thoughtful words. I'll certainly practise the exercises. I felt very much at ease, and the session felt good.

Best wishes,

Frank

Dear Deborah,

It's remarkable what your precise touch can bring to life. I'm so glad I chose to explore this with you. I discovered sensations I hadn't known existed.

The Joy of Bliss made a deep impression, and remembering it brings those sensations back. I'd never experienced such subtle touch or felt the distinction between a “volcanic” and an “oceanic” orgasm so clearly.

You brought professionalism and intimacy together in a way that allowed feelings, emotions and desires to flow freely. I'll be back.

Erik

Good afternoon, Deborah,

Another compliment for the massage: I enjoyed it so much. It was first class, unlike anything I'd experienced before.

Love,

Mike

Hi Deborah,

I felt at ease as soon as I arrived yesterday. Your warm welcome took away the awkwardness I'd been feeling beforehand.

Once we sat down, I noticed how much I wanted to tell you. Sometimes I wasn't sure when to stop, ask a question or let you continue. Your warmth brought up so much recognition that I felt able to be very open. I can imagine how clients might develop feelings for you.

It helped to discuss clearly what to expect and what I hoped to explore. I wanted to work with a sense of blockage around my pelvis, including near my anus, and find more quiet in my mind so I could move forward.

You guided me back when I became caught in thought or lost touch with my breathing. Your touch and reassuring eye contact helped me feel safe enough to be vulnerable. I did find making sound difficult because I was thinking about people downstairs or the neighbours, I can be quite loud!

I can still feel the massage in a positive way. My shoulder blades are a little tender, but my chest and breathing feel lighter and freer. The movements, turning, rubbing and tapping gave me a sense of energy beginning to flow.

I'd like to continue. Your approach feels both professional and personal, and I don't feel a need to look elsewhere. I feel you have much to offer, even when a client isn't quite sure what they need yet.

I drove home relaxed and happy, thought quietly about the session and went to bed. Then I was awake from 01:00 until 04:04. Thoughts came, and I began observing them while staying with my breathing. I felt completely calm. I also gained an understanding of the sense of shielding around my anus, which perhaps we can discuss another time.

You've stirred something I want to explore. Thank you for a beautiful experience.

Love,

M

Hi Deborah,

Today was special, pure enjoyment. Until next time.

Love,

Louis

Hello Deborah,

Wonderful, from beginning to end. Thank you for your warmth and inspiration.

Best wishes,

Astrid

After a lot of hesitation, I finally booked a session. I was nervous when I rang the bell, but Deborah's friendly welcome helped me settle. In the treatment room, I was made comfortable and took a shower before we began.

At first, I felt awkward connecting with my body. Deborah guided me gently, then I lay down for a treatment full of care and acceptance. Some of that awkwardness remained, that was my own response, but we finished resting together on the mattress, which felt very intimate.

I'm glad I took the step, and I'll certainly make the long journey again.

Anonymous

Dear Deborah,

Our time together affected me more than I'd expected. You offered something beautiful, and I'm not quite sure how to thank you.

You explained things in a way I could understand. Some questions only found their answers later, after I'd had time to think. I'm glad I took this lesson with you. You're understanding, supportive and comfortable with yourself and others, and the calm atmosphere made it easy to learn.

As you noticed, I was tense at first. That eased as we talked and I opened up. Everything felt natural, and I became very comfortable.

I've discovered something warm and valuable that I can share within a relationship. I'd like to develop it further: to offer more care, understand the other person and bring more of myself to the connection. Giving in this way feels good for both people and can strengthen a relationship.

I'm not sure yet where I'll take this, but time will tell. Thank you for reading.

Warm wishes and a hug,

John

Hi Deborah,

Thank you again for your helpful teaching and yesterday's wonderful massage. I slept deeply and for a long time last night.

Love,

Gaston

Deborah,

I've been thinking of you a lot. You were so warm and caring.

Warm wishes,

Martin

Hi Deborah,

Thank you for a special massage: a new experience and another small step towards myself.

Lara

Deborah, thank you for yesterday's wonderful healing session.

Best wishes,

Louis

I have lovely memories of the tantra session. Senna enjoyed it too. You're a warm and fascinating person.

Ben

Thank you for the session. I can still feel its effects, and I'll certainly return.

Love,

Freek

Hi Deborah,

It took a while to find a date, but I'm glad we did. I was nervous on the drive and still nervous when I arrived. After the introduction, though, I felt at ease. You radiate such warmth and care.

Even standing naked together felt natural. I'm still glowing from it. The pleasure of the massage is difficult to describe: deeper and more intense than anything I'd experienced.

Thank you for the warmth and love you shared. I hope to see you soon.

Love,

Frank

Thank you for a beautiful moment. You're a gentle, kind person, and I enjoyed being with you.

Michel

I'm still quite shaken by yesterday, with so many questions, but I feel good. Loved. It was what I needed. You have a gift. Thank you again.

An update: I've written the letter, with beautiful words for myself. Your massage has led to something. It's strange, but it's over now.

Marieke

My wife and I have known each other for more than 23 years. We wanted to discover something new and keep the spark in our relationship alive. As we already massaged each other, I found the Metta-Ji website and became interested in tantra.

I wasn't sure how my wife would feel about it. After I'd mentioned it a few times, she read the website herself. The explanations appealed to her, and she agreed, while wanting to take things at her own pace.

Deborah welcomed us warmly and quickly broke the ice. She asked about our hopes and expectations before we undressed. She began massaging my wife, explaining techniques and inviting me to join in. Then we switched roles.

We received clear guidance, and Deborah regularly checked whether the touch felt comfortable and whether we agreed to continue, particularly with yoni and lingam massage. We felt at ease and chose to take part.

Afterwards, we bought coconut oil on her recommendation. On Sunday, we tried a shorter massage at home, focusing on yoni and lingam touch. On Tuesday, we made time for a complete massage. Both were wonderful, and we want to keep practising.

We couldn't remember everything from those three hours, so we'll return for a refresher. Thank you for a caring, professional couples' workshop.

Best wishes from Limburg.

A couple from Limburg

Thank you for a lovely day. We were impressed by how quickly you helped us feel comfortable. We explored so much in a relaxed, natural atmosphere, as if we'd known you for years.

We learned a great deal, spiritually, sensually and sexually, and still carry the warmth of those experiences. You showed me what namaste means.

With love,

Willem and Monique

Dear Deborah,

I'm heading to bed early, tired but content. You may still be working with your last client, I admire your energy!

This is your everyday work, but it was a first for me. I enjoyed our time together enormously and feel richer for it. Thank you for a wonderful tantric experience. Who knows what the future will bring?

Best wishes,

Jeroen

Dear Deborah,

Thank you for today. I could say much more, but what matters is that I felt loved, which is new to me. You're a wonderful woman. If I can help with your flooring, let me know.

Love,

Serge

Hi Deborah,

Thank you again for yesterday's beautiful, special experience. Your genuine interest in me made it even more meaningful.

Love,

Gerben

Hello Deborah,

Last Tuesday's massage was extraordinary. People talk about seventh heaven; I felt as though you'd taken me to an eighth. For three nights afterwards, I continued enjoying the sense of energy it had awakened.

At first, we were strangers, but trust came quickly. The quiet room and your caring touch helped me reflect and find stillness. There were brief moments when I felt unsure how to respond because I was still hesitant. Returning to the rhythm of my breathing helped.

You allowed the energy to build, then gave me time to settle again. It's difficult to describe, but I feel wonderful and more cheerful. For me, it was a deeply relaxing experience unlike other massages. Your approach helped me feel freer and more open.

You took time before asking anything of me, in a setting that felt protected. The closing conversation reinforced that trust. Thank you for the care you brought to the whole session.

Anonymous

Dear Deborah,

Thank you for this afternoon. We both enjoyed it immensely. You're a sweetheart.

Love from both of us.

Names not provided

Deborah,

What beautiful work you do. I felt wonderful from beginning to end. Your website describes the experience clearly, without exaggeration. Despite trying not to, I'd arrived with high expectations, and you exceeded them.

I can still feel the energy in my body. I'm glad we practised the Big Draw rather than releasing it; that felt so much better for me. I'll start saving for another visit, hopefully early next year.

With heartfelt thanks,

Martin

Although some time has passed, the experience still feels close. I received a complete Bliss 1 and 2 session and discovered a new world that, in a way, had been there all along.

Deborah's reassuring approach and understanding of emotional and physical hesitation helped me take the step. At times she guided me closely; at others, I explored on my own, with her still present.

I felt a connection between body and mind, and gained a different perspective on eroticism and allowing myself to enjoy my own body and a woman's body. My focus on reaching orgasm shifted towards closeness, giving and receiving.

The journey has only begun. I'm still finding how this new understanding fits within my relationship. I'd like to continue exploring it with my partner and with Deborah's support.

Namaste, Deborah. See you soon.

Jos

Friends had spoken warmly about you, and we wondered whether this would suit us. Your clear, heartfelt website gave us the confidence to try.

A week later, we're still thinking about our visit. You reassured us, listened to our questions and offered advice we'll put into practice. The massage was wonderful. We talked about it for days afterwards and learned a great deal.

Thank you.

Hugs,

Alicia and Martin

Hi Deborah,

As promised, I'm writing about meeting you, which, for me, included much more than the massage.

Your warmth and openness made it easy to share things. Soon it felt as though we'd known each other for years, with trust and respect between us. Your feedback was valuable. One observation stayed with me for a long time; I wondered why I hadn't seen it myself.

The massage felt daunting at first because I didn't know how I would respond. Gradually, I relaxed and paid more attention to sensation. At first, following my breath and enjoying your touch at the same time took some practice. Later, I could enjoy it more fully.

Several times, I couldn't tell where you were beside me. That was an unusual experience. The physical contact felt as comfortable as our earlier conversation. I appreciated the way you offered suggestions as invitations. It helped me express boundaries and feel confident that I wasn't crossing yours.

Tuesday evening and night went well. I wasn't even woken by my hip pain. I've mostly kept that positive feeling over the following days.

The one thing I hadn't planned for was rush-hour traffic near Eindhoven and Tilburg. After more than two and a half hours of concentrating on the road, some of the lovely feeling had faded. I'll plan the journey differently next time.

With love, a big hug and best wishes for the weekend,

Leen

Dear Deborah,

Thank you for such a special experience. Initially, I hesitated about receiving a massage from a woman. I'm not lesbian or bisexual, but the words on your website resonated so strongly that I wanted to explore it.

From the moment I arrived, it felt comfortable. Your natural approach helped my doubts and tension melt away. Thank you for helping me trust and relax when I needed it so much.

I'd never been touched like that. It feels as though we've begun to loosen a first layer. I know I have more to explore, and now I feel ready.

See you soon,

Tamara

Dear Deborah,

You're busy renovating, so there's no need to reply. I just wanted to thank you for this morning and for your trust in me.

I still find it special that you offer this workshop. I share the positive experiences others describe on your website. I also enjoyed finding things we had in common and talking so easily.

My friend is still at work, but I've prepared the room with candles. I'm curious to see how she enjoys it. I'll need plenty of practice before the massage flows smoothly, but I enjoy it so much that I'm happy to keep learning.

Thank you again. I'm looking forward to receiving a tantric massage from you too. The opening and those few touches already felt so special. I'll try to arrange another appointment in two weeks.

Good luck with the renovations, both of you. I hope to see you soon.

With love,

Frank

Thank you for a beautiful tantric massage workshop. You taught us so much. We're going to buy massage oil and practise your suggestions.

This was what we needed. We talked at length afterwards and decided to set aside one evening each week to massage each other. You're right: a relationship needs time and care, and we're going to make room for it.

Thank you. Perhaps we'll return when we need fresh inspiration!

Ans and Leon

Dear Deborah,

Your website felt sincere, and that is what brought me to you. Your genuine care touched me deeply. If Saturday evening felt awkward at times, that was my own response. I needed love, touch and healing.

You have wonderful hands. When you said you felt drawn to keep your hand in one place a little longer, I felt the same, even though I didn't know what to make of the energy there.

I'd been feeling lost, and you helped me find a direction again. Thank you.

Arnold

Hello Deborah,

Yesterday's first experience of tantric massage was wonderful and unique. Your calm voice, presence and the warm surroundings put me at ease.

Your gentle touch, with your hands and body, gave me a sense of harmony and closeness. That surprised me, because both you and the setting were new to me.

As you said, it felt like sensuality and intimacy offered with care and respect. I'd love to experience your touch again soon.

Namaste,

Roland

Dear Deborah,

After much thought, I came to you with a surprise for someone else, but they didn't respond positively. Talking with you made me comfortable enough to consider your offer of a massage for myself, so I booked that same week.

I arrived full of nerves, feeling frozen with tension. We talked, I laughed nervously, and then we began. The greeting ritual helped us connect. When you suggested closing my eyes, I could let go a little more. You held me and I cried; you gave that space. It felt like permission to be kind to myself.

I was still tense about what might happen next, but your warm hands and caring presence stayed with me. The experience was unlike anything I'd imagined and showed me something new about self-love.

We laughed together at the end. I promised to return, and I want to keep that promise to myself too.

On the drive home, I kept remembering the session. My body tingled, and I felt intensely warm for the rest of the day. Thinking of you still makes me smile. You helped me glimpse a different way of relating to myself.

Thank you for a wonderful gift, and for helping me feel I could offer it to myself.

A lost little soul

I chose Metta-Ji after reading the website and speaking with Deborah by telephone. I drove two hours to Roermond, and her welcome immediately made me feel at home.

After an introduction, we began a greeting ritual with namaste and our names, visualisation, attention to the heart and breathing exercises. I then used those breathing practices during the massage.

The three-hour session passed quickly. I felt different afterwards, and that feeling continued. I'd recommend it to someone looking for an in-depth tantra experience.

Anonymous

Dear Deborah,

We have great respect for the care you bring to offering this massage to people you don't yet know.

We came as a couple without being able to imagine quite what it would feel like. The welcome, greeting, use of cloths, atmosphere, massage and your presence made it unforgettable.

I'd arranged it as a surprise for my husband, and he loved it. We'll be enjoying the memory for weeks. We also learned things we'll use in our own intimacy.

Thank you for a lovely afternoon. Perhaps we'll see you again.

Love,

Xander and Petra

Dear Deborah,

Thank you again for this afternoon's lovely care. It was wonderful, and I'm looking forward to next time.

I also enjoyed our relaxed conversation afterwards about our life experiences. You have so much to offer. From the moment I arrive, it feels warm and familiar.

Thank you, and see you soon.

Love,

Marc

Dear Deborah,

Last Tuesday's Joy of Bliss Intensive was a wonderful experience. I was impressed by your massage and found a sense of rest and acceptance of my body as it is now.

I'd like to come again soon. I imagine it will become easier to relax into the massage as I become more familiar with it.

Best wishes,

Piet

Having tried several kinds of massage, I wanted to explore something different and booked an appointment with Deborah for Wednesday afternoon.

Her sensitive touch brought tingling through my head, almost like little electrical currents. It felt lovely. For me, the combination of sensual and spiritual attention made the experience more intense.

Her technique felt both passionate and controlled, with attention to the whole experience. I'd like to repeat it and would certainly recommend it.

Anonymous

Hi Deborah,

Your lessons have helped our relationship enter a new chapter, even after 25 years of marriage. We enjoy each other every day and understand one another better.

We're deeply grateful. Please keep sharing your work; you have so much to offer. We look forward to another session. You inspire us.

With love,

Jan and Bea

Deborah,

What a wonderful experience, you made me feel on top of the world. A few weeks have passed, and a holiday delayed my writing, but I wanted to say how much I enjoyed it. I'd love to do it again.

Anonymous

Hello Deborah,

Thank you for this afternoon's wonderful massage. It felt like a birthday gift.

The climax was intense in a way I'd never experienced. Being so open with you felt both exciting and vulnerable. Your kindness helped me feel safe enough to let go.

I enjoyed talking afterwards too and could happily have stayed for another hour. Thank you for the experience, and have a lovely weekend.

Best wishes,

Herman

Hi Deborah,

We met a week ago. I'd lived for decades with stress, fears, panic attacks and physical difficulties, including headaches, eczema, concentration problems and burnout. I gave so much to others and was very hard on myself.

I'd explored meditation, mindfulness and Reiki 1. After many conversations with psychiatrists and psychologists, my wife and I decided I needed admission for treatment. At that time, I was experiencing severe depression and burnout.

Despite my nerves about something unfamiliar, your welcome felt professional and, above all, caring. The opening ritual was an experience in itself.

During the massage, I began to notice my feelings again without judging them, bringing them into the present. I left with more energy and enthusiasm for life, and a different understanding of feeling as something deeper than touch alone.

I'm glad I gave myself this experience. I'm enjoying life again. First, I'll give the massage time to settle; then I'd like another session to explore this awareness and acceptance further.

A happy man

Dear Deborah,

The word that comes to mind is purity. It matters to us, and we felt it in your work. You created an atmosphere of love that we hadn't thought possible in a world that can feel divided. It inspired us to cultivate more of that in our own lives.

We each received an individual tantra and healing session. The massage and workshop we shared were among the most beautiful experiences we'd had in a long time.

For us, tantra is a path towards freedom. We felt that when barriers fell away, love remained. Thank you for the part you've played in our journey.

With love,

Mark and Jozette

After a stressful period in my personal life, I decided to give myself some care. I'd been looking for a tantric massage with depth and chose the two-and-a-half-hour Joy of Bliss.

What an experience. I felt sensations I'd never known before, with Deborah's warm, gentle hands bringing attention to my whole body. For me, nothing else has compared.

Thank you for an unforgettable day. I'll remember it for a long time and will certainly return.

Koen, 28

Dear Deborah,

As promised, here are a few words for your website. Last week's massage was phenomenal. Your hands are wonderful, and your touch felt skilful and responsive.

I'd received tantric massage before, but this felt entirely different: caring, surprising, relaxing and energising. I felt its effects for days.

Good luck with the new premises. I'll come and see your new location soon.

With love,

Tom, 44

Hi Deborah,

I've just arrived home after an extraordinary massage. I drove for an hour with a smile that wouldn't leave my face. What a beautiful and meaningful experience. Thank you. I'll certainly return.

Best wishes,

Lex

Good morning, Deborah,

My husband enjoyed his visit last Friday very much. Thank you. It felt sincere and pure to him, and to me too.

I have great respect for the loving atmosphere you create. I'd like to learn to bring more of that into my own life. It's a challenge I'm happy to explore.

Warm wishes,

Jozette

Good morning, Deborah,

As promised, I wanted to tell you how I experienced the massage. It was relaxing, gentle and caring. Your warm, reassuring approach helped me forget the tensions of recent weeks and simply be present.

Let me know when you've moved. Until then, warm wishes.

Paul

Hi Deborah,

These words come from my heart. I hope you like them and would like to share them.

I was looking for a touch that would make my skin tingle.

I was looking for a touch that would open my heart and let energy flow.

I was looking for tenderness and a loving embrace.

I was looking for that one moment of ecstasy.

I found it in tantra, pure and simple.

See you soon, with love,

Ton

Dear Deborah,

I recently received my first tantric massage from you. I was nervous, partly because I spend so much time thinking and find it difficult to stay with my feelings.

That tension remained until you gently removed the cloth I'd been wearing. You did it so calmly and gradually that I stood naked but felt safe. The relaxed atmosphere helped me let go.

Sometimes I returned to my thoughts, but your caring, sensual touch brought me back to the experience. I needed a few days to let it settle. I felt free, relaxed and happy, and even found it easier to concentrate.

Thank you for a new and lovely experience.

Mark

The session was well paced and very calming. I'd recommend it and would like to return.

The massage felt good, particularly in my back. The ending was perfect.

Eddy, 51

Dear Deborah,

Last Wednesday, I met you for my first massage and chose the two-and-a-half-hour Joy of Bliss. You welcomed me warmly, and we talked about my previous tantra experiences. It became clear that this would be different.

After a shower, the greeting ritual began. It was warm, caring and intense, and helped the tension leave my body. Then I lay down for the massage.

I'd never received such attentive, loving touch. Your calm and skill seemed to reach every part of me. I was glad I'd chosen the longer session; afterwards, I felt it could have continued for twice as long.

The website and guestbook had given me high expectations, and the experience lived up to them. It moved me deeply and brought up a great deal.

I'm glad I met you, and I'd love to return soon.

Love,

Marc, 45

Hi Deborah,

Thank you again for the wonderful hours I spent with you. It was an entirely different kind of massage, and I'm still taking it all in.

You're a lovely person. Something about your eyes and voice felt familiar to me. Perhaps we'll meet again. Take care of yourself, your open-heartedness comes across so clearly.

Anonymous

Hi Deborah,

As promised, here's how today felt for me: caring, tender and sensual. You pay attention to the body, respond to it and take your time.

Danny, 37

This was my first experience of tantric massage and of meeting Deborah.

My busy life had left me wanting change, more time for myself and a closer connection with my feelings. I booked hoping Deborah could help me explore that.

Her friendly presence and smile immediately gave me a sense of calm. After discussing our expectations, we began. Her warmth helped me feel comfortable and relax into the experience.

She guided my breathing so I could receive her touch and energy. Contact with her warm hands and body felt pleasant and intense. At one point, I had a sense of the two of us becoming one.

I let go completely and experienced an intense climax. My body continued tingling for hours, and the memory stayed with me.

Thank you, Deborah, for such a powerful experience.

Anonymous

I'd read about a Zen massage salon opening in Roermond, opposite the bishop's palace. While looking for it, I found Metta-Ji. I wanted a massage with more depth than the erotic tantric massages I'd tried before, and the website made me curious enough to book.

I arrived early and drove around for a while, nervous because I didn't know what to expect. Deborah welcomed me into a beautifully furnished room, asked which session I'd chosen and explained what would happen.

I was given a lungi to cover myself, undressed and showered. Deborah later joined me, also wearing a lungi. We began a short meditation and greeting ritual with namaste and our names. It was new to me, but felt good.

After setting the lungi aside, Deborah made contact with my body before inviting me to lie down. She was naked too, which I understood as a gesture of equality. She first brought attention to the heart and sacral chakras, then massaged my whole body with tenderness.

One moment I remember as “nesting” involved contact between our genital areas. To me, it felt like being in the womb. After the back of my body, there was a rest and an optional meditation, which I found valuable. The front of my body then received the same gentle attention.

Genital massage could be included if chosen, with the awakened energy brought towards the heart. Orgasm wasn't the intention, although I understood it could happen. She also showed me a muscle exercise intended to delay it.

I was glad I hadn't climaxed. After previous erotic massages, I'd felt empty and wanted to leave immediately. This time, I still felt energetic and enjoyed talking afterwards.

Your attention, tenderness and the exercises meant a great deal to me. I felt able to be myself, and the energy stayed with me for days. It was a memorable experience, and I'd like to return.

Thank you,

Johan, 43

Deborah,

I have great respect for your ability to offer so much care to someone you don't know. You seem sensitive and open-hearted, and I found the experience very special.

I became deeply relaxed and would like to return soon, perhaps before the end of this week while I'm still nearby. Would that be possible?

Namaste,

Roy, 34

This was a special experience. I'd like to return and see whether I can relax even further into it. Deborah is a kind, caring person, and I found the massage deeply relaxing.

Thank you for today.

Ger, 59

I've experienced tantric massage with several women across the Netherlands. Your massage stood out for its calm and attention. In a word: magnificent. I'd recommend the experience.

Warm wishes,

Mark v. G.

The massage was wonderful. I'd read a little on your website, but it exceeded my expectations. Thank you, and until next time.

Henk Jan, 38

This was my fourth tantric massage with Deborah. Looking for something beyond massage led to a conversation about an interest that had been with me for a long time: a spiritual path.

She helped me explore it without imposing anything. She's a warm person who makes me feel understood.

Johan, 43

Deborah is kind and gentle, and clearly cares about her work. I felt comfortable with her immediately.

This wasn't my first experience of tantra, but it was the most impressive so far. Three days later, I still notice its effects. Remembering the massage brings tingling through my body. I feel relaxed and have an unusual sense of trust.

I'd recommend Deborah to anyone interested in tantric massage. For me, it was well worth it.

Dirk Jan